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Regret and Determination by faustsketcher Regret and Determination by faustsketcher
INDEX
Lost Childhood - Cover
1.First Make-Up
2. First Night Out
3. The night Enjoyment
4. AfterClass Lessons
5. Friends Fall Off
6. A Fake Paradise
7. Overnight Party with friends
8. A New Boyfriend
9. A Special Party, his Friends
10. Regret and Determination
11. Good Morning
12. Cry it Out
13. My First Kiss
14. Walking on Together
The Little Woodden Horse - Backcover

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May 2nd Dear Diary ... today i stayed at home, [...] i actually don't even think mom would et me go outside. Anyway.
[...] I feel so lost ... so... betrayed. How could i not realize this before.


May 4th [...] so mom called in the doctor... i gues that fever's gotten a little high, though seems i should be just fine if i rest for tomorrow.

[...]

May 7th Same as the days before, Dear Diary, i'm realizing i ahve a really nice mom, considering others would force me get to school, she lets em take it easy [...] i guess she can not even imagine how much at fault i was for all of this [...] I'm a bad person i guess...

May 8th it's been a whole week since i haven't gone to school... where are my so called friends.. what am i expcting anyway. [...]

May 9th Sphel came ... [...] i told mom to tell him i was sleeping. ut still he came in. after bringing some notes he sat next to my back and started talking [...] i guess maybe he knew i was awake... i don't know. I was still afraid to face him. I hardly could hold my crying when he said sorry for not coming before, as he had been grounded afterclass at school for tasks for making sort of harsh argument with Mike on the lobby [...] I think i stayed crying for hours after he left.

I've made up my mind, i should [...] so after recovery, on friday, i'll go to school and settle this up [...] break up with mike [...] and just be able to be with Sphel again like before.
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:iconstretchmcfadden:
StretchMcFadden Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Professional General Artist
3 does not open :(
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tHiSxPeRFeCtiOn Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
love it!
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:iconawbwi:
Awbwi Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Ah its so pretty.. the shading and the colors and the emotion and the storyline.. so beautiful.
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:iconhatake-no-mai:
Hatake-no-Mai Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2012  Student Digital Artist
This is the picture of this series I love the most..aww so sad.. <33
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:iconqueenz14:
Queenz14 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
This is awesome and sad , love the lighting
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Demonwithinme Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Whats with all the [...]??????????
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:iconbluefire87:
Bluefire87 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2011  Student General Artist
She's skipping lines ._.
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Demonwithinme Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2011  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Ohhhhh.....
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BtoK Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
T_T so sad
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RhiannonWolf Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011
I like this picture. It's so...sad...very good job! :D
:heart:
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Fading-Tree Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
get with Sphel. hell just break up with that diek Mike. That mike deserves a broke dick, along with the guys who touched her without consent.
And Sphel she needs to give him a hug, and spend some special time in bed with him.
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chezburger7000 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2010
you have so much content in this, i see so much in this, you are amazing
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:iconfaerygrl:
Faerygrl Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2010  Hobbyist
You go girl :)
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:iconunconventionalsenshi:
oh noes D: Someone needs some antidepressants now :(
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:iconnatsumi33:
natsumi33 Featured By Owner May 9, 2010
Very very pretty. I feel a bit sick yet relieved that she FINALLY realized this! :clap:
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:iconvoiii:
Voiii Featured By Owner May 6, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awww this makes me wanna cry D:
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Hellstinger64 Featured By Owner May 5, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tus dibujos muestran mucho sentimiento:):):)
Es algo que los japoneses ya perdieron desde hace tiempo. Que buen trabajo:D
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:iconreccahanabishibankai:
reccahanabishibankai Featured By Owner May 4, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
This a familiar scene... sigh
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:iconbuckeyedre22:
Buckeyedre22 Featured By Owner May 3, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
"I'm a bad person i guess..."


your not a bad person you just got caught up not a
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Naked-Squid Featured By Owner May 3, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
This series is the most compelling I've ever read and looked at : 0 I look forward to each continuation!
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:iconneo0031:
neo0031 Featured By Owner May 3, 2010  Student Digital Artist
The strip of light is just pure genius and an instant win.
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TkKv1112 Featured By Owner May 3, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Beautifull...just beautiful, the art and the story :'o
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KittyStardraco Featured By Owner May 3, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
i really hope she sticks with her plan because it can be so hard specaily when you so dependant on this person and they know how to bully you
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leonwoon Featured By Owner May 3, 2010
Good, finally she gets it.

I really like these works that spin together to form this spectacular story, buddy. =)

Keep it up!
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EnigmaMingma Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
i m getting a idea there will be a happy ending. really liking ur story.
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Artimoi Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
heh, "just like before", in your dreams girl. this series is awesome, i always look forward to the next one, keep up the good work
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zukoroHellFlute Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
nice lighting ^^
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TheNewHorde Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
how many will there be total in the series?

(not good at emotional stuff... shutting up is the only thing i can do right now after reading this.)

actually, i do have a thought.

Punch Mike. Beat Mike. Make Mike pay.

I can't really say she's at fault when she is just too ignorant. Ignorance is not a sin, stupidity however is.
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Kuromu Featured By Owner May 2, 2010   Digital Artist
You're illustrating my younger years as a teen...

My heart goes out to her.
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:icontheodddolly:
TheOddDolly Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Student General Artist
D: I want to give her a hug!
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:iconjizzy342:
Jizzy342 Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
Another amazing piece of artwork. I think I can see where this is going. Something that is happening more and more often nowadays.
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antigravity93 Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
and the uprising begins.. i have been waiting a while for it. please make it more lengthly than just one pic and story. :)
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Ninja-Artist-Zero Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, at least she is straighting out.
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Xinifcation Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
great photo...loving the story too ^-^
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CottonCandyStar Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
why are you making me cry?
awawaw...!!!!
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Claytorpedo Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Student
Really nice with the 'closed curtain' effect. :iconilikeitplz:
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godzilla23 Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
FUCK THIS MADE ME TEARY
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:iconariko-yamato:
ariko-yamato Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
that is amazing. this entire project of your is amazing. what inspired you to create it?
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Nagamon Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
Jajajaja porfin! Porfin recapasito!!!! Le tomo mucho pero porfin!!! Me encantan para donde va llendo esto. Espero que todo se resuelva al final aunque la tipa se tomo su buen tiempo e incluso se quejo de sus amigos (almenos de que estuviese hablando de sus "otros" amigos XD). Tio no puedo esperar hasta el siguiente capitulo ;3
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aznboi359 Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
this story has been awsome so far man I'de like to see what happens next. really creative!!
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:iconpagescookies:
pagescookies Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
finally that girl is thinking in the right derection!
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Shiroune Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
genius lighting faust:heart: I like it
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SlowParentsCrossing Featured By Owner May 2, 2010  Student Digital Artist
i love the lighting. *O*
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MiniGumDrop Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
wow D: thats sad.

i do love the drawing :) brings back very sad memories tho :\
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Konosaki36 Featured By Owner May 2, 2010
i hope theres gonna be a happy ending :'C
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