Cry the Pain Out

INDEX
Lost Childhood - Cover
1.First Make-Up
2. First Night Out
3. The night Enjoyment
4. AfterClass Lessons
5. Friends Fall Off
6. A Fake Paradise
7. Overnight Party with friends
8. A New Boyfriend
9. A Special Party, his Friends
10. Regret and Determination
11. Good Morning
12. Cry it Out
13. My First Kiss
14. Walking on Together
The Little Woodden Horse - Backcover

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May14th
After we got out there, the distance betweeen me adn him felt like a hill between us. No words. I wanted to but... i didn't know how. With his freinds was easier, theyw ere the ones talking i guess... [...] we kept walking silent me a couple steps behind him. Untill he stoped.

"I.. I am.... glad you got back, you know..."
"un.."
"... I missed you.."
"...u-un"

I just broke down in tears [...]
Sitting on the park next to school [...] good thing there was no one, i'd feel really embarassed, oterwise, to go back there.

I just cried it all out on his ams. I think i can not really remember last time i felt so... warm? Even though my body was just in pain, i could feel myself feeling good there. I'm such a crybaby [...] Knowing Sphel since we were 3, always lending a hand. And after all I did, he's still here... i don't know. But... maybe I..; I....

.. i think i might .... [...]